Bad Hair Day or what we got to renovate

day started in a strange way; gloomy, damp, wet
rainy..Not that I'm dying of boredom and invent
a zillion things-or that all I'm doing this because writing or filling
a blog..all these little things that sometimes you look around /the duration of creating
a few hours or    several   day or more between I have obligations as any other person ..
I'm sorry people that I did not miss Parker or Carrie Bradshaw and why this is not the kind of entertaining complex jurnal or Sax & City.
Otherwise, I live in the the settlement  of 7500 people a few kilometers from the City which is probably the unusual this kind of communication in society..I know that we are in 2016.year ,a mixed population of different thoughts/ young people are struggling to get everything the change-all things; all the things of a group or class-Generation from 40 ', 50', ..there are still those with no schooling, semi-literate;elementary school, high school and something with colleges.
who she is, what I am,with how much years!;she earns on Blog(dog rose  = 0 earnings),thousands of images on the Internet-and I waiting magnetic resonance imaging ,physical therapy and on medicament.(I avoid gossip and defective phone)
the main issue-whether it will be able to do my job?how to live without earnings? disability or semi disability?
I do not have a rich uncle( or male Sponsors..I do not do the escort and pornography)

in the pictures she looks great¨¨with moments of spine with memory details of the attacks of pain,despair ,emergency assistance-help and humiliation.
Currently I nope** play the saxophone - leafing through the internet trying to remember some things from the eighties..(but I like to listen to music performed by a sax*)
Whereas other are partying I  work, no fever Saturday night* although I at home.. or volunteer at my blog.
currently on TV twilight zone I do not know which part
to little shattered the day I accidentally found an old hat today,I realized that something can change or improve.

I need to be itself and relax from the heavy topics..
from something simple for the winter we added an unusual element..We cut out or knitted half edge around the bottom of a hat.(green part)
On hand new crochet bracelet  with spikes (and caps for personal use)
Now we can turn to a couple of ways,add some decoration,but with my style of dress and seriousness  we stand by simplicity.
from where once the needle in my hand -creative working holiday.
when I get tired of needles probably take to paint.
a little cute little characters  -Small crocheted owl pendant
no pattern,without thinnest hook and thin thread
Not bad / color

the picture is a bit blurry
Of course that's not all ...
maybe it's better that I started knitted or crocheted hot panties;(